A Ray Of Light

A 1128 rated player threaten to humiliate me upset me like so many lower rated players have done before me and he played well too didn't make one slip or not even an error these are how good these players are just for me beat I must have my wits about me not hesitating and overcoming my ailments and computer breakdowns and controls which are out of tune and in need of repair or replacement. With a broken arm does a fighter/boxer need go on if he has the rush the adrenalin pumping could it hurt him or her more in the long run? It isn't good for me but a broken arm I don't have but who knows maybe what I have is worst. I do know I have today to live for and knock on wood chances are I will make it alive and well and the light of the day will shine.