Our Soul Will Go On

The soul can never be destroyed and when I make an entry into this blog I feel the soul being ever present. When I gave a hot tip about the stock market crash and the possible profits so seen in these classic scenarios my views or page views shot through the roof. People in the right mind dream of making a killing at the stock market although I have not sensed anything urgent of late. But my nerves would have blown through the roof if I were gambling numbers which could make or break me based on what I suggested. I urged no one to risk their bets on such a wild eyed economy such as the one I have been watching in China. Yes the root core of the matter is that China makes almost every product on the open market which reflects this so called miracle economy. Frankly speaking I don't believe in miracles as in my sixty six years of life I have never experience one and I know. I am Chinese. And this growth of an economy is no miracle. I said it before and I will say it again this is a beginning of new industrialization in China and like the industrialization in America it has experienced a similar growth except it is in the country of China the aches and pains of a surging economy is seen in the crashes which America had experienced but the economy does not always die. China has been there before and it can get there again and the likes of seeing another dynasty is not so remote as the derogatory slogan used against the Chinese of the Chinese having a "Chinaman's Chance". Yes the Chinese or my people have failed too many times but perhaps the coming times just might reflect a success in their doings. Look….the Forty Niners blew their chances this year but they are still the candidates to get there to the promise land or in this case to the big bowl in the sky and the word dynasty is not such a foreign word. Christmas is around the corner for those good souls and even lost souls and I did not believe or accept Jesus in my years because the miracles he was said to have performed were far too unbelievable for a lad like me to believe. But guess what? A little birdie within the internet told me China will be if not already embracing Christianity and China just might do the impossible because as we Christians have come to know Christ performed miracles. Can Christ perform another miracle on China? Stay tune for I have not been too far away from my marks. Seeing is believing and see my blog. The Chinese are not complete failures. Yes they came to settle in America and many were saved and given food and shelter rather than starve outright but America had the right to reject the massive influx of a poor nation which could serve to drain the resources of a viable thriving economy as America enjoyed an industrial revolution. However Warren Ah-Tye had the profile to defy the stereotype of a Chinese from a country which had turned poor and destitute compared to the nations which had modernized. Warren Ah-Tye is my father's cousin if I am not mistaken a scientist of the highest order with a documented resume which I have googled recently and personally spoke to over the phone. It might still be there. At present his name is not a household name but the famous and the gifted cannot be buried forever.

Illusions of Grandeur

The effects of Parkinson's can produce some amazing results take my word for it I have been diagnosed as having moderate Parkinson's for some ten years now. Take the leader of the axis power of the second World War Adolf Hitler. He had Parkinson's and he visions of ruling the world. The world stood by as the German army rolled into Russia and slaughtered millions of Russian people. Hitler was not to be taken lightly he was an accomplished Nazi if one can give any credit to the Nazi regime. I'm convinced that he had Parkinson's disease. Historians will agree I know of no debate. European law I am told states that I am to provide cookies or sources of my information. I am not a paid journalist but I am learning and wish to address all legal issues and be responsible for the laws which govern this blog and wish to learn and cooperate with European law despite the fact that I have never been to Europe nor do I have relatives there now or ever in the past. Most of what I write about is addressed to people residing in the United States and as much as I would like to become a citizen of America I feel through deeds and misrepresentation I am nothing but a second or third class citizen in America at best. My shame was being born Chinese and marked with an identity of belonging to an inferior race. For my father Howard Ah-Tye who wrote and published a book named Resourceful Chinese his shame or humiliation was far worst than mine. Discrimination was far worst and this word weighed heavy on his mind when he was alive who I knew deeply well. He was my hero and will be until the end of time. He endured persecution yet still held his head up high despite the common known phrase pertaining to the Chinese race as having "A Chinaman's Chance" Despite the odds my father lived and died with total dignity. Another world leader of utmost importance who had Parkinson's was Mao credited by most Chinese as a legend. And Pope John Paul also had Parkinson's. These were visionaries who had millions of followers whether one believed in their mind thought or not. Were any of these people insane or not? You are the judge. Don't forget Janet Reno has has Parkinson's for a number of years. So you ask what is my point? I don't speak for the more than one billion Chinese and plus more but I am merely one human who has a point. We were born into an ethnicity and one day we will die but now I don't think it is the time for us to die. How dare anyone accuse me of living a life of an illusion when I am a person with a life of an illusion. Of course Parkinson's does not make me any greater but I will live with it to battle it. By the way my father had Parkinson's when he reached eighty years of age at least. We will conquer over it and be the victors.

Please comment snail mail welcomed

I read for the numbers feedback is very important to me posting my opinions without disregarding the facts is imperative to me. No one or very few comments are received but on one rare occasion an important person with significant credentials commented upon my social media attempts. In fact there were a total of two persons who commented that I have known or know. I've been told by editor of US News and World Report Marty Nemko current editorial status unknown to me that a blog is good for the soul and I receive no payment for this blog. I met Mr. Marty Nemko on the air when he was on KGO radio as a vocational coach concerning careers and he was a talk show host at the time, part time. Take my word of it he is pretty good having been mentioned in the esteemed website of Wikipedia and he prompted my appearance in this blog due to my introduction to his program concerning my status as a news talk caller and my background as a writer of a personal journal. And so the rest is history with the names of three blogs with this one being the now the primary one called Nerves Galore. I'm on leave from chess resting hoping to return to the game like I'm doing with tennis which has been my primary game most familiar with than the other hobbies I have engaged in. Don't forget kite flying is one of my hobbies but tennis is ingrained in my system and I am loving it again but let me see if I can weed out the frustrations and agony of the game if at all possible. The probability is that this is near impossible. But my aim in life is to live out the rest of my life as fully as I can and pursue happiness knowing that perhaps just perhaps I can make this world a better world. Insane you say with me being a mere mortal?I will make an attempt nevertheless.