Never Say Die

A beautiful sunset with objects whatever it may be machine or bird like the Hummingbird things that can hover never cease to amaze me that is why I sought after an a material and look for these materials that can hover. And so I view this hummingbird from outside of my window in the kitchen bought a toy remote control helicopter of which most people are not aware of but we are out there as small of a minority that we are.

And so like the things or objects that hover I too hover over the game of chess although I appear to be humbled at the game. But my game will never die it just gets postponed somehow I will return. Meanwhile enjoy the ride the sunset is so fine and the objects that do hover will be the next flying car very much in the light of the old movie "Back To The Future" The car will come to be there is little alternative but to go there when it comes time for science fiction and the trend with which technology is going. I do hope however things don't come out exactly the way I predicted it to be for would not things or events be so boring if i could hit on each and every point and predict true to the detail the story of how we become born to the day we die and beyond. Show me the mystery I'm certain God can do this with a big E short for easy.

This is my logo designed to  take away my depression.  Know it well.  It looks like more of a victory sign.  Whatever the case let the games give chase eliminate the mace in my face and put me in an honorable place hold the lace and say the grace for I shall not let up I can make the pace don't you think I might just have one more good hand maybe even an ace? 

In Chess It Is Black Or White In Drawing Any Color Does It

I cannot imagine a sunset done in black or white. My point for today is that when this blog dies is an unknown. Should I have a serious health problem of for whatever reason the chess game reporting may close. There are no clones of me playing chess online that I know of but if there is a way of perpetuating this blog called Nerves Galore I'm all for it but I need to see results after all did I tell you what Joe Montana told me on the air in regards to winning and losing? It could be in the archives
under Robert from Hercules Ca a caller speaks to Joe Montana on winning and losing on KGO radio 810 but forget that my point is that I like to report on victory not defeat. These are my struggles.

When The Author Rides Away On A Horse Nerves Galore Will Be Gone

This is my horse. I was going to show you a picture of a Harley Davidson but this horse will do. No I'm not going to take up horse back riding anymore than I am motorcycling although in my younger days I did but the point is I'm ready to take up on an imaginary journey be it horse or plane or just plain hiking. Maybe another vehicle would be better a horse reminds me of a chess piece and at this point or time of chess play I'm not in love with the game whatsoever. I get so tired of floundering around I'm not improving and besides no one reads this blog anyhow which is just as well spare me the embarrassment. Now if my win/lost record were better I'd get all the admirers making cool comments and I'd get all the well wishers bidding me good will and happy championships. But no that isn't happening. And so here I am complaining and complaining no one loves a person complaining all the time. By the way how do you like this picture of a horse? I drew it no I didn't do it free hand I'm known as a tracer....yes that is right anyone can trace a picture I'm a no talent doodler which is almost as bad as drawing by numbers some say very few people respect anyone that traces. But if I can do it and enjoy the feel of what talented artists do without saying I did it freehand and appreciate a well drawn picture by hand guided by computer graphics or photo images and I don't lie and pretend I do it freehand why can't I draw an occasional picture by tracing or even a ton of pictures by tracing if I don't hurt or deceive anyone? I haven't drawn anything lately nothing new but note in this entry I am complaining relentlessly. Maybe my page reviews or readership will go sky high and this Holden Caufield type or style of writing where the main character is getting nowhere fast is catching the eyes of many. Don't tell me J.D. Salinger's book Catcher In The Rye didn't sell well. Well why not this blog? It's so obvious I'm not progressing in this chess game so what is the point of writing about something so negative about hating to lose so much? There will be a death to this blog Nerves Galore and then there will be no more. My critics can come out finally and make the comments that it is about time after all like that move of long ago entitled or named "They Shoot Horses Don't They?" No don't think it. I'm not about to shoot myself. But you won't have me to kick around anymore. I already found another hobby and there are no losers....really. Take a look I took a picture and it isn't an infringement of someone else. I can take my own pictures. Should I end this blog with the white coats coming to take me away?

After A Lost Game

This picture I drew way back then.  The mood to play a game of chess just awhile ago struck me despite the no good feeling for the game and for my better performance I figured there was a good chance to play sub par and I did.  But  this is one of my finer pictures.  I can't say I know from here where I'm going there is this new format or way to post this blog and yes it is different we must accept changes sometimes for the better other times not.   Yes I agree with Joe Montana the legendary former quarterback for the Forty Niners if you hate losing more than you like winning ....stop here.  I can buy that line.  But what of it?  It doesn't make me any better of a player I'm just plodding along.  Feast your eyes on this picture I drew.  It is very beautiful many people worked on this picture not just myself the digital computer is not an invention of mine I just use the camera and the lap  top computer.  You would think that I could end the blog It Never Takes A Genius which is a label for my accomplishments and change the whole format like a blog with the title WHAT I DO TO BE SUCCESSFUL WEALTHY AND WISE AS WELL AS BEING A GENIUS AND A MAN OF EVERY WOMAN'S DESIRES.  I'm afraid you will never see my write a blog with that kind of title.  This is very unfortunate.  Did I use J.D. Salinger's book "Catcher In The Rye" as model for my current and long long never ending blog(apparently never ending as it took me more than two years to write it and I'm still going.  I spent a considerable amount of time trying to rescue it It Never Takes A Genius when new changes were being made and I had to change things around or have it die.  Do you think I will get any good page reviews for this blog today.  After a lost game of chess the smile I had becomes the frown like that red faced person in the dark I posted.  You cannot identify that photo as being me for that matter it could be you!  Oh I'm sorry dear Reader my error no one likes to be called a loser.