Monday, April 9, 2018

Feeling Good I Knew That I would

I know there is another way despite the fact that my driver's license is being denied by the medical doctors.   I tried to get somewhere all I can so is try we Chinese keep on trying even though we have failed for a long time.  Chris Stone was a fellow employee at the Belvedere Tiburon Post Office where I worked for two years in 1980 many decades ago I do remember.  He said that I was not a real Chinese and as an acting supervisor said I could not get Chinese New Years off since I was not a real Chinese.  Like I have said many times I did an expert job of impersonating white people having been in this country for three or more generations.  I'm shaking now due to the Parkinson's disease and when caught on video flying a drone I would have to say that I looked bad.  But I take a real bad photo when the light is not right so give me a break will you?  It does look bad but I can still outrun most motorist in a foot race and beat most anywhere in a tennis match and this is written in print.
In fact I am going to challenge my neurologists to a tennis match and call them out  for I know I can run circles around them.  Is there anyone out there reading this blog who doubts me?  I am looking for sexy Asian young women to meet me on the tennis courts preferably close to where I live and give me a time and a place to challenge me in a skill tennis match.  The world will see that an old man like me of sixty nine years of age has the eyes out for an attractive Asian young  women and why is that you ask when I am a married man who vowed for better or for worst in sickness and in health do take my current wife til death do we part?  But I say as in the songs I listen to that I take my wife until  the end of time for my love for her in marriage is undying.  I will never leave her.  But that doesn't mean I don't lust after other Asian women for it is my love of judging an Asian women in beauty circles from my own opinion and decisions very frequently I am more than obsessed in the beauty of the young Asian women the younger the better as long as they are legal.  The older I get the younger the women are and for this I am very grateful in getting older. Do you not know the number of Chinese there are in China?  Proof is in the pudding and the reason why there are over a billion Chinese in China is simple.  The newer change in the belief that the first man and the first woman in Christianity was indeed Adam and Eve but through advance innovation in science and law the names have been changed to Bang being the first man who was not white but Chinese and the first woman was named Dang also Chinese.  When Bang gave her his precious jewels she whimpered Dang for she so loved his jewels that over 1.3 billion Chinese populated the good earth in the area known as China.  Trust me geng seng is far more effective than viagra.  Who says there is no such thing as  herbs which can make a man a king and Lord over his women?  I'm only joking forgive me for I know not what I do.  Laugher I say as Joel Osteen has stated is morel effective than any drug out on the market.  When I can make you laugh I will have made this world a better place for you see I love life and life loves me as much as you can see.  If I can do this and accomplish this simple wish then so can you.  Easy does it.  I love you all and no I do not smoke only when I can be stroked like my cat for they are God's gift to us made in America.  God so loved the world that he gave us millions of cats.  Don't forget Jesus,

Declaring Myself As A Born Again Christian

I'm still hanging in here but I am so much older age wise yet young so young in my outlook of life that I feel I've been reborn again with a whole future ahead of me with the enthusiasm and promise of enjoyment beyond my wildest dreams.  Yes it it.   It as if I had been shot up with this most powerful drug unknown for it's power much as was these nuclear weapons we fashioned and designed full  the goodness of humankind it is thought because we know we could never use these weapons knowing of   the mutual assured destruction such weapons would being so powerful and awesome are  they for any one opponent to use that we all...well most of us at least walk softly with our big stick.  If I am living with illusions of grandeur then let me live on with these feelings and stop prescribing these pills by my former neurologist which is a drug for the psychotic or manic depressive.  If anyone sees me as being this monster and there are some then I don't agree much in the same way I was accused before and betrayed by a good friend named Ben Pen a former tennis partner and friend.  Now everybody
wants me to hand over my driver's license including myself(exclamation mark) especially when the medicine is in my system and I am waiting for it to kick in so I can walk.  Make no doubt about it that if I cannot walk then I should not be driving.  Even my only friend Mike Greeny said it the only one who held out in my behalf.  Oh there was one more who gave me the encouragement in a round about way.  He is the preacher man name Joel Osteen of the HOUSTON CHURCH or the evangelical minister of this Lakewood Church upon which I have studied from his videos and listen carefully to much as I have the videos many times over for hours on end.  I take his sermons seriously like I do and will do some more the You Tube videos on drones which taught me how to fly the Mavic Pro a thousand dollar drone.  I swore in one of my You Tube postings in which I had my first real drone at a cost of over one hundred dollars not knowing a thing about how to fly it that my exact words were that I would learn how to fly it so help me God!  And I did learn but I had to pour in hours of many frustrating time and effort to get the basics down and fly it to get the impression of real model aircraft pilot of which I am now.  I will advance to a degree to who know what?  It is still my time to be alive and live a full life to who knows when it just isn't my time to die.  Where there is God then there is always hope no matter how desperate the situation may become or be.  If I am a crazy and psychotic but don't know it then I am having one crazy time of being here on earth wishing good will to my fellow humans and creatures of this world for I so love this world more than anyone would know except for God.  And how do I know this?  Because Joel Olsteen has explained it to his followers and I am one of them proudly as I might say.  I am proud in everything that I am and I will live on in fame and fortune not greed mind you but in fame for the thoughts that I expose through the creation of my mind and communications through the written word and through my speech which has and will continue to reveal the truth thus reinforcing my written words in writing as you see them in this blog.
Oh right now I am so happy for I can see the future for me and one and all so clearly.  Yes for the moment I am enjoying the goodness at this instant but does it not make up for all the bad that has been seen before my very eyes?  Yes I have made similar points of expression in the past but that is because they are forever true they could never be  wrong not in my book.  And most importantly is that you can see my videos and photos on You Tube illustrating my point of view and I welcome technology at it's best with videos and photos in high definition.

And they will come to take away my driver's as they are already on the verge of doing it as my wife had prepared to send my driver's license a few days ago but I told her to hold back that there was something in the air like a remote or faint hope of a ray of light for hope in my battle to fight this dreaded disease Parkinson's.  But like David who had only a sling shot David played that monster name Goliath with only a sling shot to slay that monster.  It was a martial art weapon just as I had taught myself to shoot a crossbow also a martial art weapon as it is not a firearm but a crossbow is a preindustrial weapon which as you can see(I can  prove it) that merely googling whether a crossbow can slay an elephant you or anyone can view on You Tube just by googling it on the engine search a video of a man with a crossbow downing an elephant.  It might not be there now as I viewed it years ago now I am an old man in a wheel chair but through the miracle of modern drugs and medicine can trek in a forest ops I mean jungle looking for the meanest wild elephant and kill it but only if I saw an elephant raping my wife.  Come on if I am causing any laughter it is because laughter is the best medicine for living a good healthy long long life.  And Joel Olsteen tells some pretty good jokes no lie!