I'm still hanging in here but I am so much older age wise yet young so young in my outlook of life that I feel I've been reborn again with a whole future ahead of me with the enthusiasm and promise of enjoyment beyond my wildest dreams. Yes it it. It as if I had been shot up with this most powerful drug unknown for it's power much as was these nuclear weapons we fashioned and designed full the goodness of humankind it is thought because we know we could never use these weapons knowing of the mutual assured destruction such weapons would being so powerful and awesome are they for any one opponent to use that we all...well most of us at least walk softly with our big stick. If I am living with illusions of grandeur then let me live on with these feelings and stop prescribing these pills by my former neurologist which is a drug for the psychotic or manic depressive. If anyone sees me as being this monster and there are some then I don't agree much in the same way I was accused before and betrayed by a good friend named Ben Pen a former tennis partner and friend. Now everybody
wants me to hand over my driver's license including myself(exclamation mark) especially when the medicine is in my system and I am waiting for it to kick in so I can walk. Make no doubt about it that if I cannot walk then I should not be driving. Even my only friend Mike Greeny said it the only one who held out in my behalf. Oh there was one more who gave me the encouragement in a round about way. He is the preacher man name Joel Osteen of the HOUSTON CHURCH or the evangelical minister of this Lakewood Church upon which I have studied from his videos and listen carefully to much as I have the videos many times over for hours on end. I take his sermons seriously like I do and will do some more the You Tube videos on drones which taught me how to fly the Mavic Pro a thousand dollar drone. I swore in one of my You Tube postings in which I had my first real drone at a cost of over one hundred dollars not knowing a thing about how to fly it that my exact words were that I would learn how to fly it so help me God! And I did learn but I had to pour in hours of many frustrating time and effort to get the basics down and fly it to get the impression of real model aircraft pilot of which I am now. I will advance to a degree to who know what? It is still my time to be alive and live a full life to who knows when it just isn't my time to die. Where there is God then there is always hope no matter how desperate the situation may become or be. If I am a crazy and psychotic but don't know it then I am having one crazy time of being here on earth wishing good will to my fellow humans and creatures of this world for I so love this world more than anyone would know except for God. And how do I know this? Because Joel Olsteen has explained it to his followers and I am one of them proudly as I might say. I am proud in everything that I am and I will live on in fame and fortune not greed mind you but in fame for the thoughts that I expose through the creation of my mind and communications through the written word and through my speech which has and will continue to reveal the truth thus reinforcing my written words in writing as you see them in this blog.
Oh right now I am so happy for I can see the future for me and one and all so clearly. Yes for the moment I am enjoying the goodness at this instant but does it not make up for all the bad that has been seen before my very eyes? Yes I have made similar points of expression in the past but that is because they are forever true they could never be wrong not in my book. And most importantly is that you can see my videos and photos on You Tube illustrating my point of view and I welcome technology at it's best with videos and photos in high definition.
And they will come to take away my driver's as they are already on the verge of doing it as my wife had prepared to send my driver's license a few days ago but I told her to hold back that there was something in the air like a remote or faint hope of a ray of light for hope in my battle to fight this dreaded disease Parkinson's. But like David who had only a sling shot David played that monster name Goliath with only a sling shot to slay that monster. It was a martial art weapon just as I had taught myself to shoot a crossbow also a martial art weapon as it is not a firearm but a crossbow is a preindustrial weapon which as you can see(I can prove it) that merely googling whether a crossbow can slay an elephant you or anyone can view on You Tube just by googling it on the engine search a video of a man with a crossbow downing an elephant. It might not be there now as I viewed it years ago now I am an old man in a wheel chair but through the miracle of modern drugs and medicine can trek in a forest ops I mean jungle looking for the meanest wild elephant and kill it but only if I saw an elephant raping my wife. Come on if I am causing any laughter it is because laughter is the best medicine for living a good healthy long long life. And Joel Olsteen tells some pretty good jokes no lie!
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