Feeling Good I Knew That I would

I know there is another way despite the fact that my driver's license is being denied by the medical doctors.   I tried to get somewhere all I can so is try we Chinese keep on trying even though we have failed for a long time.  Chris Stone was a fellow employee at the Belvedere Tiburon Post Office where I worked for two years in 1980 many decades ago I do remember.  He said that I was not a real Chinese and as an acting supervisor said I could not get Chinese New Years off since I was not a real Chinese.  Like I have said many times I did an expert job of impersonating white people having been in this country for three or more generations.  I'm shaking now due to the Parkinson's disease and when caught on video flying a drone I would have to say that I looked bad.  But I take a real bad photo when the light is not right so give me a break will you?  It does look bad but I can still outrun most motorist in a foot race and beat most anywhere in a tennis match and this is written in print.
In fact I am going to challenge my neurologists to a tennis match and call them out  for I know I can run circles around them.  Is there anyone out there reading this blog who doubts me?  I am looking for sexy Asian young women to meet me on the tennis courts preferably close to where I live and give me a time and a place to challenge me in a skill tennis match.  The world will see that an old man like me of sixty nine years of age has the eyes out for an attractive Asian young  women and why is that you ask when I am a married man who vowed for better or for worst in sickness and in health do take my current wife til death do we part?  But I say as in the songs I listen to that I take my wife until  the end of time for my love for her in marriage is undying.  I will never leave her.  But that doesn't mean I don't lust after other Asian women for it is my love of judging an Asian women in beauty circles from my own opinion and decisions very frequently I am more than obsessed in the beauty of the young Asian women the younger the better as long as they are legal.  The older I get the younger the women are and for this I am very grateful in getting older. Do you not know the number of Chinese there are in China?  Proof is in the pudding and the reason why there are over a billion Chinese in China is simple.  The newer change in the belief that the first man and the first woman in Christianity was indeed Adam and Eve but through advance innovation in science and law the names have been changed to Bang being the first man who was not white but Chinese and the first woman was named Dang also Chinese.  When Bang gave her his precious jewels she whimpered Dang for she so loved his jewels that over 1.3 billion Chinese populated the good earth in the area known as China.  Trust me geng seng is far more effective than viagra.  Who says there is no such thing as  herbs which can make a man a king and Lord over his women?  I'm only joking forgive me for I know not what I do.  Laugher I say as Joel Osteen has stated is morel effective than any drug out on the market.  When I can make you laugh I will have made this world a better place for you see I love life and life loves me as much as you can see.  If I can do this and accomplish this simple wish then so can you.  Easy does it.  I love you all and no I do not smoke only when I can be stroked like my cat for they are God's gift to us made in America.  God so loved the world that he gave us millions of cats.  Don't forget Jesus,

Declaring Myself As A Born Again Christian

I'm still hanging in here but I am so much older age wise yet young so young in my outlook of life that I feel I've been reborn again with a whole future ahead of me with the enthusiasm and promise of enjoyment beyond my wildest dreams.  Yes it it.   It as if I had been shot up with this most powerful drug unknown for it's power much as was these nuclear weapons we fashioned and designed full  the goodness of humankind it is thought because we know we could never use these weapons knowing of   the mutual assured destruction such weapons would being so powerful and awesome are  they for any one opponent to use that we all...well most of us at least walk softly with our big stick.  If I am living with illusions of grandeur then let me live on with these feelings and stop prescribing these pills by my former neurologist which is a drug for the psychotic or manic depressive.  If anyone sees me as being this monster and there are some then I don't agree much in the same way I was accused before and betrayed by a good friend named Ben Pen a former tennis partner and friend.  Now everybody
wants me to hand over my driver's license including myself(exclamation mark) especially when the medicine is in my system and I am waiting for it to kick in so I can walk.  Make no doubt about it that if I cannot walk then I should not be driving.  Even my only friend Mike Greeny said it the only one who held out in my behalf.  Oh there was one more who gave me the encouragement in a round about way.  He is the preacher man name Joel Osteen of the HOUSTON CHURCH or the evangelical minister of this Lakewood Church upon which I have studied from his videos and listen carefully to much as I have the videos many times over for hours on end.  I take his sermons seriously like I do and will do some more the You Tube videos on drones which taught me how to fly the Mavic Pro a thousand dollar drone.  I swore in one of my You Tube postings in which I had my first real drone at a cost of over one hundred dollars not knowing a thing about how to fly it that my exact words were that I would learn how to fly it so help me God!  And I did learn but I had to pour in hours of many frustrating time and effort to get the basics down and fly it to get the impression of real model aircraft pilot of which I am now.  I will advance to a degree to who know what?  It is still my time to be alive and live a full life to who knows when it just isn't my time to die.  Where there is God then there is always hope no matter how desperate the situation may become or be.  If I am a crazy and psychotic but don't know it then I am having one crazy time of being here on earth wishing good will to my fellow humans and creatures of this world for I so love this world more than anyone would know except for God.  And how do I know this?  Because Joel Olsteen has explained it to his followers and I am one of them proudly as I might say.  I am proud in everything that I am and I will live on in fame and fortune not greed mind you but in fame for the thoughts that I expose through the creation of my mind and communications through the written word and through my speech which has and will continue to reveal the truth thus reinforcing my written words in writing as you see them in this blog.
Oh right now I am so happy for I can see the future for me and one and all so clearly.  Yes for the moment I am enjoying the goodness at this instant but does it not make up for all the bad that has been seen before my very eyes?  Yes I have made similar points of expression in the past but that is because they are forever true they could never be  wrong not in my book.  And most importantly is that you can see my videos and photos on You Tube illustrating my point of view and I welcome technology at it's best with videos and photos in high definition.

And they will come to take away my driver's as they are already on the verge of doing it as my wife had prepared to send my driver's license a few days ago but I told her to hold back that there was something in the air like a remote or faint hope of a ray of light for hope in my battle to fight this dreaded disease Parkinson's.  But like David who had only a sling shot David played that monster name Goliath with only a sling shot to slay that monster.  It was a martial art weapon just as I had taught myself to shoot a crossbow also a martial art weapon as it is not a firearm but a crossbow is a preindustrial weapon which as you can see(I can  prove it) that merely googling whether a crossbow can slay an elephant you or anyone can view on You Tube just by googling it on the engine search a video of a man with a crossbow downing an elephant.  It might not be there now as I viewed it years ago now I am an old man in a wheel chair but through the miracle of modern drugs and medicine can trek in a forest ops I mean jungle looking for the meanest wild elephant and kill it but only if I saw an elephant raping my wife.  Come on if I am causing any laughter it is because laughter is the best medicine for living a good healthy long long life.  And Joel Olsteen tells some pretty good jokes no lie!

chasing my dreams part two

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The Rise and Fall of The Chinese Dynasty

I was hoping for a large increase in my viewership but then I can pray and hope for asking God for a prayer that can be given and granted to me a huge gigantic prayer that God would have the ways and means to grant such a prayer after all Joel Osteen is the lead televangelist of this county at his Lakewood Church every since Billy Graham passed away a few weeks ago and now is preceded by the super successful Joel Osteen who has taken the bull by the horns and is driving this country into a frenzy he has with me I'd say.  He will succeed as he already has and will drive this country of America into a super nation  that no nation can come close to in terms of a world class economy....except perhaps China.  But we shall see and watch.
 
China is still rising in it's economic miracle and make no mistake this is not a normal rise or blip as the vast majority of the esteemed economic experts had predicted.  Take Wall Street newspaper one of the most esteemed newspaper representing the American Stock Exchange and capitalism of the vast wealth of the aristocrats.  We haven't heard that word in a long time have we?  China was a late bloomer in joining up with the world powers and didn't experience the grand experience of  the European industrial powers until many decades later well after the fall from the pinnacle of England's height of the highest magnitude of it's great economic power.   How can Google allow such garbage as this when the elite academia from Harvard or Yale would not subscribe to my way of thinking in any manner?  As a writer of this blog I admit I don't even rate getting a  mediocre viewership of the lowest kind that my recognition is highly questionable but yet I am allowed to be published in this most highly successful publishing entity an industry which few none can come close to.   But hold on...please and allow for me to assert myself for I know I am a creation of God and therefore I am a masterpiece.  Thanks to the great speaker of a Christian religion I've have emerged and have made myself known but Joel Olsteen has inspired or  at least encouraged his followers like myself to seek fame.  Pray for the big prayers not the little prayers.  Is not the Christian God all powerful as it is said over the centuries that God so loved the world that he gave his only son?  I've only just begun.  Look out!

The Crime of Elderly Abuse

When the elderly or anybody for that matter are given knock out drugs to render such a victim senseless and then taken advantage is already law; it is felony for a doctor to give an unsuspecting patient drugs which render such elderly people senseless in order to the said doctor to evade the real cause of what is wrong or what is ailing said patient in order to evade the proper diagnosis.  A knock out drug would silence such an elderly patient since such patients are posing as unsuitable people in which said doctor has no caring concern for such a soul in need of real medical care.  This is law made to protect the elderly much as we see the elderly protected under the law when such a defensively older person is beaten by a thug in a robbery easy game for the predatory criminal.
But God bless our law enforcement whose job it is to protect such citizens.  UNfortunely our law enforcement agencies has not the opportunity to see this law carried out and the prosecutors have had their hands tied behind their backs. How do I know?  It happened to me when I was drugged with a prescription making me drugged senseless unable barely to walk due to  this knock out drug used as a treatment for my moderate Parkinson's.  Immediately this neurologist could clearly see I had become knocked down barely able to walk due to this knock out drug and informed me that it was necessary to inform the DMV and as a result I had my license suspended since November of last year where in fact I have been healthy enough with the proper Parkinson's medication excluding the knock out drug
called Quietiapine 25 MG generic for Seroquel and having looked it up since my senses warned me of the seriousness of such side effects I refused to take another dose of this potent prescription drug given me to silence me where this neurologist could have her way with me.  This drug Quietiapine is designed for psychotics and as explained by my now Asian neurologist of Korean ethnicity I am not psychotic.  Compare this posting to date rape where a man or sexual predator consumed by  the urgent need to rape an unwilling date through using a highly illegal drug slipped into an unsuspecting victim's drink.  We all know this story so highly publicized in our current news stories.

Consider a current ongoing news story recently in the news in which a teacher gave her young school children Melentonin to make them sleep thus allowing the teacher to slip out of the classroom and pursue her outside activity to attend a tanning salon.  She was caught for this irresponsible act of negligence and given twenty years by a judge for her crime.  And should the children or students be further punished by being suspended from school because they were knocked down by this over the counter hormone slipped to them unknowingly to render them knocked down so that their teacher could go off to tan herself?  I rest my case.  Should the children be at fault for their inability to concentrate in school due to the teacher's criminal acts?  

The point of this posting is to point out that not all patients who have  Parkinson's are in the same condition while many Parkinson's patient are only moderately affected such as I am and can pursue a near normal life even though the experts (the doctors) believe as medical scientist do  that it is a progressive disease and it never gets  better.  Now I am not an expert to this dreaded disease of Parkinson's but I have it and I know about it I am studying it and battling it and it is so hard to fight and just when I am ready to give up all hope and go with the diagnosis of the genius experts I can feel
the hand of God and yes I mention the name of God despite my agreement of separation of church and state should and must be implemented.  

As noted the late ultra genius Steven Hawkins passed away yesterday who in my opinion passed away with great dignity a highly rated physicist in our now time almost if not more highly acclaimed as Albert Einstein but time will tell.  He was an atheist.  By coincidence the great Billy Graham died a week ago or so famed for being the most relevant televangelist the world has known also passed away but in a very super dramatic way remarked that all human life upon our demise will be looked upon in the most harsh and serious manner when we die and face judgment day.  Billy Graham was a most powerful and indeed a very dramatic speaker perhaps remembered for his force and might to the almighty founder of Christianity Jesus Christ but I believe that Steven Hawkins had the freedom and right to believe in any religion or not his soul will never die a human soul and all life cannot be destroyed.  As an agnostic throughout most of my life but described as a born again Christian by the same neurologist as being psychotic and thus prescribed a knock out drug I can say with a clear head that as Americans and I am an American without doubt as well as Chinese Steven Hawkins as I do and did have the divine right to chose what our mind believes in contrary to what Billy Graham      professes.  I've also studied Joel Osteen and his videos many times per video as I have studied aircraft in particular the drones in  which I have demonstrated the flight of the drone to witnessed have never before witnessed the flight of such a drone in my opinion a miracle invention easily manufactured by the Chinese.  My neighbor two doors from where I live keeps reminds me that I am too a Chinese.
With glee I accept.  I ask when will an esteem writer write a book entitled The Rise and Fall of The
Chinese Dynasties?

Chasing My Dream

My dream is one among many but I will focus on one at a time.  When a dream becomes a reality and I do my dream is too good to be true then it probably one great big scam.  There are many of these scams afloat and perpetuated by some very clever people.  Many of us have heard of them so no need to mention them again.  This scam involves a large involvement too large to be viewed as a start up by individuals but look at it from the perspective run by certain people of nations involving people of particular races or ethnicities.  Let me summarize this topic before I lose you or the focus gets out of my need to clarify.  Is the miracle economy of China due to collapse as the experts predicted like the real estate market when we see the great rise in the market boom only to see if fall as they always do with regularity.  You might say with ease that my dream is much simpler than this gigantic monster of an economy gone untamed and amuk causing a direct threat with that of American industry or the great nation of an empire the world has ever seen until the yellow peril of a nation with the threat of cheap labor has caused the American politicians to employ it's executive leaders to take the bull by the horns and lead it back to dominance once again.  You are correct if you think I am not running on all cylinders for I am struggle just to get the concept of this post across and it does not have to be.  I merely want to get my driver's license back so I can drive my car which I bought new not long ago.
I believe I am taking the proper steps in regaining my driver's license despite of the majority of the people I know but I am reading into Joel Osteen and the many sermons he has preached and such preaching has given me hope and miracles do happen and I will keep on trying despite the opposition against me.  I have fallen down many times but I will not stay down. And now if you will excuse me I have to speed along my Lilac circle and work out and burn more calories to stay trim and fit and looking decent.  And I love to run hitting tennis balls against the backboard and in doing this my purpose for running and the need to run is all the more validated.

Chinese Company Unveils World’s First Passenger Drone at CES 2016

China Will Become one of the world's biggest Christian nations the world has ever seen

Did you just read the title of this blog?  I did not first write of this concept but I first read it on or in this internet as  it is contained in many if the internet sites.  The wording is different but anyone can understand it because the logic is there for us to piece together and understand.  I wrote of this concept years ago and so we know what is going on we just have not the time to settle down and realize all this new information at the instant that it is happening.  But  it is indeed happening mark my word.  Google will not have to worry that this is an unfounded prediction and my blog/blogs although not a corporate sponsor one is a wild eye journal impersonating the so called respectable journals of repute.  Don't forget the main stream establishments could and would not ever accept my opinion on the intellectual matters for I have come from the lowest rung of ....no I must stop for I do not embrace the humiliation I have endured in the past.  Make no mistake that I have no bitterness or contempt for my fellow brother for through Christianity I have come to know what forgiveness is.  We have come to know peace and there will become peace unlike we never knew before.  We will have the intelligence and the power to put war and hell forever infinite for a distance that knows no end for it is said that God rules the universe.  Laugh at me if you must for I do have this "devastatingly" disease known as Parkinson's where the severe cases has brought on dementia or cases of delusions make no mistake about it.  Let me say that pessimism lives in hell while optimism is often seen in heaven have I gone so mad in saying and feeling what I just felt and said?  If you expect me at any time to go mad then I will go insane right now by exploding with a violation of protocol (separation of church and state) and swear to all of human kind, "God bless you all"

We Will Be carried by Drones That Fly

I did  post a drone with a video on my blog as I have been saying I did not just imagine while on LSD or drugs but have done my research to fly these drones with witnesses who are sober and work regular responsible jobs who have seen for the first time a drone fly unlike never before.  The drone I flew is the model DJ Mavac Pro bought at Costco.  You would think of this as an expensive toy but it isn't a toy but it  is a flying camera.  A greater number of people will see these flying drones the kind big enough to carry humans.  Flying vehicles or cars was what Michael J. Fox became famous for in the movie "Back To The Future" now an old movie.  But where are the flying cars?  For the  past ten years I threatened to provide civilization with my illusions of flying cars clearly a science fiction plan or story of mine when I presented it to former physics   professor Bill Wattenburg of UC Berkeley.
 We need air traffic control in order to implement working drones to fly humans an eminent event or   project in the works for public transportation and this will happen for we can ill afford to run   our cars with the CO2 emissions polluting are air any school kid can see we are experiencing global warming with heat so great that we had the hottest summer weather of all time enough to burn the earth from all the dry brush and dead dried up growth due to the heat of tremendous global warming earth.Trumps plans to put in more automobile plants in the U.S. will provide more jobs but will his plan solve our  global warming problems?

World's first passenger drone: EHang 184 sets world record

The Dawn of a movie Maker

One thing good about being published in a blog like this is that anyone can tell if I have a memory lost or if I am plain out of  it  as being afflicted by dementia.  What do you think?  I've been broadcasting would you believe it through You Tube the videos with the sound to make  it a bit like television more or less where is done in the right way can reach an audience in the millions if one can go viral but if I do I do but this isn't my goal.

It  isn't flying kites so much anymore  although  flying kites is still a beautiful thing for me as I was so intrigued or fascinated with anything that I could get my hands on and fly.  I've learned to fly a drone which is quite a sight being that most  people or only a handful of  people have  seen a flying drone. I will post  some videos of them.  Illustration is something I needed to do for a long time and finally stumbled to find a way to publish and illustrate my stories through You Tube and blogs.  I now own two cameras which can  take videos or movies where one drone is a thousand dollar flying camera that can take cinematic movies.  I don't know the meaning of cinema exactly but in short time I will be in knowledge of the meaning of such a word and in fact I can promise you I will be shooting cinema in  due time.  Stay tuned.  In my wildest dreams I never imagined myself as being a movie director but this might come about and in a hurry but who can say right now?

Medicine pray for me pray for me

 I am not feeling well the medicine makes my stomach feel like it's filled with Medicine pray for me

8 minutes of non stop Ferrari XX MADNESS!!

My best friend

I'm still alive and my cat is my only true friend other than my wife and son.  But a cat has unconditional love and is God's gift to us.  All that is required of a cat is having it fed and it will become loyal to you for the rest of the life it lives or until move on.  There are very few friends in my life but Joel Osteen has said better to have one good friend rather than twelve mediocre friends and that is where I am.  A cat named or nicknamed Mr. Cat is my cat and he loves me as I do him.  My driver's license is still under suspension and I know that I will fight to get it back as I have mentioned before despite the fact that Osteen the preacher said never mind the bad medical report that I should be encouraged by God and not depend on people do encourage me to do what is in my heart and soul and even if I never get what I want letting God
fight my battles to regain my driving privileges things might not go my way and God might find another way for me to find my way into a better way to live even if I may not drive ever again.  But I will try by best and seek to regain my driving privileges after all when my medicine is kicking in I can be as physical capable as anyone else with a driver's license and even excel in physical performance which requires skill that many other privileged motorist do not have which I do.  The neurologist which gave me a bad medical report is more able than I to drive?  I can run circles around her and out perform her in every physical manner.  I'm afraid there are still racists in certain places that want to eliminate my total being and revert people of color like myself to a sub species of a lower human level.  But I am encouraged to overcome this and do so without stress or worry.  God will fight this battle all I have to do is not be filled with stress and worry and I will have the power and might to carry on and move forward.  All the  power and forces made to be for my enemies cannot come close to the powers of God which move for me and it just I will have  the faith to let it happen and through out the negativity.

Oh by the way I am on my way to becoming an aircraft pilot I never thought I would be a owner and pilot of an aircraft but now I am.  It is a drone of which makes me more a a man without doubt and I have what it takes to fly it contrary to what my family members  thought.  You will see videos taken from the heavens flown by this highly esteem drone which I thought would be an impossible possession but now a reality.