In A Game Over My Head This Is Not A Drill

The game wasn't an exhibition game this one was for points to win a lost of point to lose a game. Reservations as whether to play this 1265 rated player triggered my mind there were few good times I would challenge someone with a higher rating than my ratings but I took the plunge. This one was not for an exhibition game but for ratings and he was clobbering everything I could give him in terms of competition; the game was so one sided the whole game was laughable. But this game was in desperation mode all the wrong things I was doing including a computer that was going in every direction in need of repair or more like the author in need of a total makeover. I am so burned out from the last chess game I'm now gone!