Another entry today more than I normally do some would say I'm over doing this chess game hobby as I'm not going to be a chess champion I'm too smart to suffer from delusion too smart to be the idiot thinking I'm going to make it to the top of the chess world not a chance. Anyone can see it is not in the cards. I opted out from playing for points my game today just isn't there played another so called exhibition game for practice it's a hobby I don't even play tournaments in chess I've already enough nerves on end on line. The confidence to play my best game the last two games just wasn't there so no surprises it was a routine upset by a lower rated player playing me a tired soul in need of further naps to restore my energies. When will these chess games end? God only knows. They will end soon enough though these games don't last forever I'll find something else down the line. Chess is not my life.