Going On Hold

If it isn't fun then don't do it. This theory might have to be applicable to my game of chess. Wait for the demons to pass and wait my turn and then gather myself and wait for the opportune time to enter the game let my best become restored. Here I go again talking to myself. I look for words of wisdom other than what my thoughts are and yes there is provision for readers to comment unlike my past journals forbidden material yet violated by my first wife. Those chess playing computers were pretty good like a backboard that could do no wrong but then they only make for a stronger game for humans other than myself who also accelerated their game moving with the machine in lightning like speed more often than not in the same step calculating and fierce with precision with a deadly skilled instinct to strike at the opportune moment at an opponents vital spot. So you say what is there to be nervous about playing chess? It's just a game is it not?