Yes My Nerves Are Galore Still And Forever

This line for a title isn't new but it does apply to this moments situation having just come off a game. It is said no two chess game can ever be duplicated I think I shall google this saying or statement whether it is true or not. I do know the nervous feeling is the same at times I'm open at various times in a game to be this way. Look at the time. The chess addiction can hit a poor fellow like me at any time at this time is ungodly. It's two thirty in the morning not a creature is stirring only my son's pet hamsters named Emily and Christopher. It is the mouse that doesn't stir during Christmas remember my fellow Christians? I'd like to see the hands of all those Christians out there in blog readership land. Okay so you can't show your hand but you can always make a comment. Make one. Go ahead. Make my day.

But back to the game I just had. There was no caffeine but I was primed with a true yearning to play a game of chess. It's the old chess bug. My opponent's rating was almost the same as mine but I'm playing at those hours in the morning which are not mine usually. And my foot is at a discomfort. I haven't noticed my hand shaking but my wife during various times has noticed although not lately. The blogs written by champion chess players are not all that much different my believe is that too are only human susceptible to human emotions including feeling their nerves at various times eating away at them. Those that tell you they never or rarely get nervous well....what can I say. Are they lying? Whatever you are willing to believe is fine with me. I will tell you the honest truth. This blog testifying in writing on how I get butterflies and nervous is the big lie. I never get nervous and I never lie. Oh my golly gosh. What am I saying? Noticed my language is polished in real online chess they use filters to cover up the obscenities which is a nice feature when going online frankly I don't care to see it myself I like to feel I can rise above it even though I'm not anywhere near championship chess. You would think that there is a filter for this blog for rambling okay I get off here right now for this entry.