Tetering Above My Peak

Do we all do it? I'll go as far as caffeine my only performance enhancing drug without it I'm a goner. As far as the other illegal drugs I know nothing of them count me out of the very few anti caffeine advocates I've enough problems justifying my use of this terrible caffeine drug better if possible to go without any and use one's own genuine powers. Yes I know the real world isn't that simple. Losing the exhibition games isn't so bad when I don't rely on caffeine to pick me up but up at that rating where a boast of caffeine can make the difference. I use to depend on caffeine when playing tennis and it got me there to a height beyond my natural abilities and then there are beliefs that this could lead to serious consequences. What am I going to believe? If it's legal I can go with it. It's been a long time or no time I can remember that anyone called me a goody good two shoes kind of guy but as you can see I am one. I don't like that label so good for me I cannot recall too many people complaining about me being this way. My highest rating was at a temporary 1430 I may never reach a chess rating that high a rating of 1223 is the highest I've been in many months so what can I say? This is a class D rating and would you believe there are ratings as low as a class J? Everyone one has a chess rating whether they play chess or not. What's yours? Having spoken by phone in recent days to chess expert and grandmaster Walter Browne I'd say for me I was ready and willing to make contact with a chess rating somewhere roughly speaking or writing above in excess of 2500 or 2600 a rating of which very few of us will ever see. I attempted to jar his memory as to when and how we became acquainted but I could not expect even an expert chess grandmaster to remember a routine day in 1975 or there about
but don't get me wrong they do have remarkable memories they have to if they are expected to climb so high in rankings and ratings in chess. The news of chess is only of my opinion.