No Feeling No Confidence

Not today says my inner self there is nothing to gain but further grief and lost I will not play a rated game any time soon this day if any at all the confidence isn't here. If I can't do well in my exhibition games or games for no ratings then I will not do it period. Probably not today. I'm better off trying to power nap and getting up and off to doing anything productive like whatever works for human kind. Get a load of me the philosopher.