Nerves

He or she was a 1214 rated player enough to beat me I was always in lead but golly I'm all nerves time to come down and relax. It was a clean win none of us made any errors but I was without nerves. No I was not cool calm and collected moving so ever slowly being careful as I am now at this blog. The ability and skill of the players better than I do make me humble thank you. I've enough more than enough players to give me a run for my money. No room to brag here. I don't have all day and all night to play chess my nerves couldn't take it if I could my nerves would be of steel and I'd improve all the more but my practice time is so very limited. At least I'm putting in quality time with my best focus and enough rest to put forth my better energies. What a mind game.