Excitement

Despite my nerves being shot due to that last game having played a 1331 higher rated player and slipping to make an error a dumb slip putting my queen in jeopardy I allowed my opponent to move ahead by two pawns this cannot happen playing a higher rated player this cannot happen but it did happen. Opponent was screwing with me toying with my two rooks and king down on my turf with me struggling for my very survival fending off attack after attack upon my king despite my two rooks defending with my pawns in formation frozen in their staging berths but then my opponent must have been hypnotized by my slow response waiting for my sluggish response moving it's king into harm's way and POW checkmate before he could blink my rook moved in like a knife through his heart piercing his vital nerve his heart his king I could spot this open vulnerable exposure for me to instantly spring into responsive killing mode to make the plunge through his heart for instant death. I could not help for yelling in my surprise in victory with me being the underdog.