Under Fire

I told you it never takes a Genius in my other blog and I'm doing precisely that by falling way below the ranks of what a genius ought to be. At this point my life story isn't going well. But my loses whether it be an exaggerated one thousand games doesn't even have a comparison to what is going on in the news in Japan the earthquake the Tsunami the death and destruction clearly a tragedy a disaster where the pain exceeds the human ability to coup bad things do happen but I don't think this current event has ever come to my life like this one. Send away the comics bring in the holy men for their services appear to deem as more proper one well known comic failed you would think a person in time of this crisis in Japan could use some relief in the horrible stress and grief one is suffering a good laugh perhaps but no it doesn't come it cannot come for this is the nature of the beast when calamity strikes such as this one. I always rebound to gain back my form in chess not to brag that I'm anything close to a respectable chess ratings but I do have an ideal as to where my playing skills lie today isn't one one of those days. I do have hope as I always do that I can come back from playing below par in the old chess games but this living hell in Japan? How does an older person come back from behind after their home is totaled and their family.....and it goes on and on the news is nothing about good news but mainly about the bad bad news sells commercials people like to tune in to the news and then say oh golly that is horrible it is a good thing that I wasn't there at the time of the carnage. With me I have many more shots at coming back to reclaim where I had been before