Too Shaken For A Second Game

I knew my opponent not except he wanted to play chess with his rating at a 1231 and this was for a rated game. He was playing below par I think for a 1231 player I could be wrong how does one measure at what skill level we are playing at? I took the win nevertheless and ran with the win for I need to calm my nerves and get a hold of myself. The caffeine has compelled me into this third or fourth hour I don't know for sure which hour it is since I had two caffeine pills. Caffeine doesn't always work mind you it isn't the cure all drug to solve all problems there are other factors to juggle. The patterns in my last chess game among others looked as though they were taking the proper place but beware of false contentment. I sense my opponent moving along ever so slowly but yet with deliberation. My mind started for a minute give or take some but I knew my opponent was looking for what looked like a certain checkmate. My mind is just too fuzzy to keep on going at this blog I do need a pit stop. I cannot respond to any stimuli my energies have gone K put.