The Kaiser sleep clinic sleep technician admonished me for keeping these hours look at the time the ungodly hours as he says it is not normal to be up at these hours and he says this is within my control as to my insomnia I may or may not use it as an excuse. All I know is that I'm alive enough to be jarred and filled with revenge from the beating I last took not from being tired as is from being soundly beaten my alertness was enough my absorbed recognition of the game from playing the chess machines is lacking and rusty they helped me before and there was not the humiliation when I did lose to them as there is when I play a human online. A computer chess playing machine as I have done before will help my game it does and it did for Magnus the current number one rated chess champion in the world.
Getting back to the Kaiser technician; he says stay away from the Internet read a book but don't let the Internet cause me to lose sleep it is not healthy he feels to live this kind of life up all night and dosing off by day and by night in frequency. All I know is that I'm bound to find something some point in time to make me feel proud again when it comes you and I will know.
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