Nerves

Opponent was a much higher rated player but I take on all comers in exhibition matches. The caffeine kept me awake for certain but it did no good for my nerves yes indeed there was so we say excitement and yes I erred but my opponent was playing up to par I say for a 1485 or so player I cussed moments later after making an error it happened in a blink of an eye. He decided he didn't want a hostile game I was no gentleman I'm sorry. The game can heat up as does the kind of games do you think broadcasting football players on the field is done during the heat of battle? The cuss words cannot be broad casted. In real war it is not a game. No wonder soldiers go insane.